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Friday, October 31, 2008

明天就是了~!

明天就是杏奈的最后面试了~
这一个星期,杏奈和DEAR都一直在一起....

看电影, 他陪我放学搭火车回家,我等他放学去吃饭...
一起走路去搭巴士. 他整头都流汗了~但是还是会笑着看杏奈(甜甜)
最近发现杏奈和他在一起久后会变得比他"废".
而DEAR常常被杏奈"炸"到伤痕累累~(笑)
譬如说:

在过马路时,
DEAR:"小心,抓紧我的手,这路很难过的..."
杏奈:"那等下我们要一边拿纸巾搽眼泪,一边过马路咯?"
DEAR:"为什么?(一脸疑惑)"
杏奈:"你说"很难过"啊...不是吗?"
DEAR:无言.....

第二次过马路,
DEAR:"这马路很难过哦~!"
杏奈:"那我们~~~~"
DEAR:"要一边拿纸巾搽眼泪,一边过马路咯!是吗?"
杏奈:"不是,是要拿纸巾给马路."
DEAR:"WHY?"
杏奈:"这次是马路很难过嘛~!"
DEAR: 被炸到翻白眼

杏奈:"DEAR... 如果我面试成功了,你会怎么样?"
DEAR:"我会替你开心咯~!'
杏奈:"噢~你会"踢"我,然后你很开心咯?!"
DEAR晕~


+++++++++++++++++++++还有很多+++++++++++++++++++++++

说真的,如果杏奈成功了.会很开心.... 不过~很舍不得他.我担心他会很孤独...所以乘现在杏奈都为我们建立一些回忆好让他能存在心中. 他说会为我在心中留下一席的位子.

他常常让杏奈很感动,他曾经很认真地告诉了杏奈好多话
  • 要了你也就要了你全部。
  • 不管你到了那里,我的心上的空位只有你能来添满。
  • 不管你到了那里,闻到你回散不去的味道,看到你的照片,也就感觉你就站在我右边。
  • 我不管你以前是怎么样的,我只在乎你的以后.
  • 我的素描画上原本只是用铅笔stroke 而已。当你出现后,你就成了我的胶泥檫(patty rubber)
我知道他会对我很好, 可是当每次他对我很好的时候.... 杏奈就觉得自己对他不够好. 看着他的笑,我能继续让他这样开心地过每一天吗? 为什么我不能给他好像平常情侣的甜蜜? 为什么他等了那么久还是得带着微笑毫无怨言地等? 我给不到完整的爱情他.... 我也好希望给他如平常情侣的恋情,我不想看到他那么辛苦. 要如何呢?

DEAR....未来的日子我不知道能不能给你快乐,不过请你要相信,我会一直努力的.


他对杏奈就有如这首歌.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The LAST FINAL!

Yesterday was my final interview at LCCT(Terminal LCC, near KLIA)
start from 4pm.
Early in the morning, my mind jz keep thinking abt those interview question tat Ms Mulai teach b4.
Keep on studying abt AirAsia history.(first time i working so hard on HISTORY)

1 Person i hav to feel very thankful to him.
Is my 24孝 daddy.
He purposely take half-day off to fetch me go LCCT for the interview.
Sumor he is sitting at The coffeebean cafe thr to wait me for 2 hours(maybe more) and doing nothing!
So Damn TOUCHING~!
(Tears Coming out.....)

Alright, out of topic for HOURS d...
COme back.

When i arrive the LCCT, tat's no information counter reception sitting thr.
So i asked the security guard,

"Excuse me, Do u noe whr is the AirAsia office?"


"O, AirAsia office? u go straight then take the lift to 1st floor. U can c the AirAsia office d."


"ok... Thx very much"

(c how a pretty great manner tat i had....~(-o-)~)

Follow wat the security guard pointing at... keep on walking to find 1 lift.
bt then~
WHERE'S THE LIFT~!?
i walked through the whole LCCT d, none 1 signboard i can c tat show lift.
Ask again another security guard,
MAnA tahu, is inside 1 room.
so secret wan~
Looking at my ODM watch(showing off), is 4.o5pm.
GOSH~!

After registration and filled up the application form,
go in to the hall tat some1 ask me to go in.
WALAO A~
more than 100 ppl sit at thr lar~
those gals keep on taking their foundation powder o lips gloss to put on their face o check up their makeup.
Finally i found my gang, Shean Mei, Cindy n Jessie.
Shean Mei asked me,
"Stephanie, do u put makeup on ur face?"
"yaya.... Y ask so?"
"O.... no wonder ur eyes look so charming, bt ur blush n foundation put very."
"Wat~?! really cant even feel tat im put A LOT of Foundation d ar?"
" yaya."

WAHSEH~man... i put maybe got 1 cm thick d lor. First time the powder so thick ar....! bt then after i viewed all gals' makeup, wat should i said is: Is tat they r putting beige simen on their face? Most of them really quite tat horrible d... Fake lashes, thick powder!
Stephanie hav to say at here is:
"女生们啊,化妆是用来让你的容貌完美。遮盖瑕疵缺点,展现你的优点特色。而不是把你变成另外一个人和面具啊~!"


I jz luv Jessie and Shean Mei's grooming. Feeling quite comfortable when looking at them. Tat's wat makeup should do on ur image!

i get the number of 32, Jessie was 30, Shean Mei was 20, and Cindy is 16.

When my turn to go in the interview room, tat 1 interviewers for today.
First, they asked me to follow the arrow on floor to walk catwalk(air crew walk, not modeling).
Second, they asked me to show my hand to check whether i had any visible scars o tattoo.
bt, my hand got some red dots cz of food allergy.
The interviewer asked:" wat's the red dot on ur hand?"
"food allergy, Madam"
"ok...(she look at me wit a serious face)"
Finally, to read the announcement.

When i walked out, Jessie was waiting for me. i told her wat was happened inside jz now.
After i said abt the food allergy problem, she get shocked and ask
"Why u dowan to tell them is mosquito bite? if u said allergy tat's no good for ur image ar~!"
"Ya lor(now only i realise tat)....shit~!"
"Ms Mulai asked us to tell this kind of answer if asked"
"I dunno.... is ok, jz get this time as my experience lar~!"
(wit a sad look)


While all girls were chit chatting in the waiting room.
The interviewer taking a lot of form and come in, all girls stand up and waiting wit a nervous face.
WAt am i thinking at tat time is,
"can i go to toilet? i really tahan for hours d ler....(LAUGH)"
The interviewer said,
"those numbers pls come out."
"45,44,43,42,41........33,31,29,28.......16....1"

wat? no 32 and 30?

jz jump off....!

While those gals wit numbers called going out, me and Jessie look to each other wit a blue face.
full of disappointed feels....
"V cant enter the next round, JEssie"
"ya...im so sad."
"Is ok ,take it as the experiences, Jessie. Mayble said there's 1 more interview after Deepavali ma~ cheer up"

(at tat time, i had no mood to go toilet anymore. SO SAD~! And thinking tat Y the no.45 gals is weight 63kg can in, bt i can't.?!)

Then looked at those gals been called out, the interviewer told them
"U all can go back d, U all din pass today's interview."

WAT? they din pass...?!
Which means......
WE ALL IN THE ROOM TAT DIN BEEN CALLED WAN PASS!
at tat time, those gals inside the waiting room all screaming...hugging each other...congraz to others....!
someone even cry out~!
Me and Jessie hold each other's hand tightly and smile to congraz each other.
when looking backwards, Shean Mei at there.
Which means...
She oso pass wit us~bt feel so sry to Cindy.
HURRAY~!

When walking out to look for daddy,
1 AirAsia air stewardess talked to me(Jz now, she's the 1 of air stewardess inside the interview room)
She asked me,
"When will u come back again for the 2nd Flight Crew interview?"
"1st of Nov( i was thinking tat how she noe i was pass?)"
"Hope to c u soon."
"thx~"

When meet daddy,
I told him the news and oso sms my dear...
HE feel more happier than me,
then keep on telling ppl on phone tat i was passed.
WAhaha....

While in the Journey of going back to PJ,
guess wat i saw?
I saw RAINBOW~!

wat's a lovely days!











*My next interview will be on
1/11/08
at AirAsia Training Academy, Sepang.
8am.

Wish tat i can pass it too....( bt really starting to lack of confidence d...)
GAMBATEH to myself~!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

WAT~!? IM PASS?!

Yesterday was my Air Asia first round interview.
Cant imagin tat only 3 days i study then can interview d~
As Mayble n Ms Mulai told,
i hav to wear short-sleeves shirt, knee skirt n black high-heel.
Well...
im the new student for Centuria Training and educational Center.
the latest student for 14th batch

While waiting for going to the class to fill up the Sass Altantic Application Form,
guess wat?
i meet somebody~!
I meet SabrinaT n one of my primary skl classmate- Xin Min.
bt then they r not Centuria student( today is open to public interview)
really a big surprise when meet them.
Sabrina really a pretty.

Ok, after a few minutes of waiting.
Many of the khabar angin come out...
some of them said the interviewer come from Singapore,
sumor no self_introduction.
Bt keep asking the General Knowledge.
(luckily i read news paper everyday, except for yesterday...SWT)

While waiting the calling of interview student.
Ms Mulai(my class teacher) ask me to go for the interview d.
Wat the~!
"im not ready yet lar~ Ms Mulai~!"
ME wit a get shock horrible face
"Stephanie, jz act as yesterday night class, i hav highly hope on u! U r good."
Teacher....
i will be more nervous wit those senior will full experiences....
Do the best tat i can lar~


Going to the office at Block A4, everyone was waiting.
I saw Rebecca, Nicole(the birthday gal of tat day), Nana and Jessie.
They jz finished their interview, waiting for the result only.
Nana said, there's no self-introduction for today.
Bt the interviewer asking as the Khabar angin said,
abt general knowledge and all stuff of politic, economic even financial...
Hur? i noe nothing abt all kind of those question~

MAMA MIA~!
then, Mayble taking the shortlist of who was pass for jz now interview.
TAt jz Nicole n Jessie.
Means tat Rebecca n Nana, 2 experience students n potential was failed?!
then i sure die lar...

Then JOe(1 of the smart guy from Centuria students) calling me after his interview.
"Phang Yan Xing, is ur turn."

HURRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!
kk...

DEEP BREATH~!
HMMM~
HUUU......


Then interviewer is a guy wit a smiling face.
"Good Afternoon, Sir"(keeping my BEST smile)
"ok, sit down"
"ok... Phang Yan Xing. Pls read tis article abt cotton for me."
"Ok.... BLa...BLA...BLA...wait... GArment? is how to pronous? GAR- MEnt? o GAR- MET? CIncai lar....BLA bla..... Finish, Sir"
"Alright, Phang Yan Xing. Here's ur question. Safety and Service, which 1 is more important. Why?"
"I think Safety is the most important for everyone, sir. Safety is the basic of airline. Life is very important.If we cant giving our customers( actually , is passenger) a safety.......(wait, how to say zixin in english"....ergh.... sry,sir... give me a few sec."
"Is ok, Calm down...."
"Thx,sir"
(Squeezing my brain)
" We cant give our passeger wit safety confident, they wont fly wit our airline again"
"Good, Yan Xing. You may wait for ur result outside"
"Thx, sir"

After a few minutes, Mayble taking the shortlist and come out.
"Stephanie, u r in and u can go for the next round of English Paper"
Wat?! im in?
thx... GOD!

When walking to the A2 class, Joe keep on saying Why he cant in to me.
then although im An Wei-INg him, im really happy...
SRy ya, JOe.

My english paper quite ok, cz those obj quetion teacher had giving the clue.
bt, the essay~
i feel confident wit the essay tat i wrote.
the Question is:
"Do u made any mistake in ur life( or someone tat u noe)? how do u overcome ur mistake?"
wat i write is abt my dad he did the mistake in his life is he din continue wit his dream cz of realistic. How i overcome tis mistake is go ahead my dream to bcum a Cabin Crew. Add on, as Dato' Tony Fernandas(AirAsia Founder) said:" tat is a overwhelming experience if u done something tat ppl think u cant."

Im the first who pass up the paper.(cz finish d ma pass up lo, not a kind of showing off)
B4 packing my thing,
guess wat Ms Mulai said?
she said im SMART~!
HAPPY!

At night,
I received 1 msg from Mayble.

The msg is
" Hi, tis is Sass Altantic. U r been selected to the final round for tmr. Pls go to LCCT when 4pm............................................................"

WAH~
IM IN~!
Waiting for today's Final Interview~!
Pls...
let me pass it!


*First i write my blog in Eng Version, maybe cz affect by someone who is very important to me. Maybe HE is reading tis blog now. Wat i gonna tel him is, DUN LAUGH! i noe thr is LOTS of grammar mistake. So tats Y i need u to teach me ENGLISH lar, then v exchange i teach u Chinese. K? Haha.... thx for him cz he's always support me and tat y i success yesterday

Monday, October 20, 2008

故事说到这

昨天,我和PJ的朋友们最后一次的聚会了。
因为到十月尾杏奈就要回去老家巴生吃肉骨茶了~(笑)
很舍不得他们。。。
曾经一起疯狂的朋友,
要不是认识到你们,杏奈在PJ会闷死吧~!
约了好多人,包括了

和自己最爱的俪婷
不知道为什么其实她就是最了解我和他的好朋友。
她也是我们之间的桥梁。
昨天在聚会后,回到家也和俪婷说起了我们以前的往事。
她知道我的心情。
谢谢她听我诉说我一直以来不敢告诉人的心情。
她永远都是我最好的聆听者。
俪婷~我们要永远是好朋友哦~!
不要待杏奈去飞的时候,把杏奈给忘咯~!

其实在我们聚会的时候,我和他都不敢望着对方。
感觉很尴尬。。。
说好的以后的好朋友身份,也很难吧~?

我拜托俪婷把我们以前一起交换的日记本送给他。
那是我们最好的回忆相爱的证据。
我已完成我的承诺把它写完了。。。
以前,这本日记本是杏奈的护身符。
有它在身边,去到哪里都不怕。。。
如今把它送给了他,也是为我们曾经的故事写上最好的结局吧~!
故事说到这,我们也做了这个选择。
我们曾为对方做了很多事情,
现在连一个相望的眼神都尴尬着。
我也答应了,
下次见面的时候,我会带着微笑看着你


之后,杏奈就会开始新的生活。
现在的我很快乐,
有新的工作和新的朋友们。
以前的我喜欢咖啡,那苦苦的味道却有着让人沉迷的香。
可是现在这杯咖啡就好像过了夜的滋味般,只剩下冰冷的苦涩味。
可能我喜欢的,只是那回忆曾经给我温暖的香甜咖啡吧~



如果你问我,杏奈现在喜欢什么?
我现在开始接受巧克力。
巧克力是快乐的制造者。
他让我知道原来快乐是在我身边。
这块手中的巧克力,它知道我要低脂且没有保险期的。
所以它给的温暖就好像黄昏一样温暖,漂亮。


原来有时候人就是会在那一刹那而改变。
以前喜欢圆形的我开始发现到正方的美好。
擅长水彩的我,突然觉得素描也很适合自己。

Saturday, October 18, 2008

photo shooting

昨天刚接到MAYBEL(我的空姐AGENT)告诉我星期二要去面试AIR ASIA的空姐应征.

她说要2张全身照和2PASSPORT,
杏奈脑海中立刻闪过~
WALAO~
我以前的PASSPORT照简直就是三百年前的清汤挂面样子~
有看过杏奈的驾驶执照就知道有多好笑了~
如何见人?

想到全部FORMAL衣服都留在吧生家里,
就唯独特地去IKANO买了一套衣服和鞋子.
杏奈就快要扑街()~
照片方面就只好找摄影馆的老爸帮忙.

今天自己化个妆,
自己觉得还蛮浓的...
结果镁光灯一闪,
什么眼影,眼线,眉笔,腮红都没有了~
有点后悔没有让到那边的化妆师化妆,
也明白为什么新娘总是化个2-3小时的大浓妆拍照.

这是今天的拍照结果.


半身照



全身照



*有什么COMMENT吗?不管是说杏奈肥,丑,老,都接受哦~!

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

DEAR~ 他。。。

认识你那么多年以来,我一直都没有想过会和你那么亲密的。
怎么说你呢~?
一个对女生很温柔和细心的人吧。。。
我知道,如果我们在一起,你会对我很好,很好。
因为你很了解我需要什么,
甚至连一些小小的事物你都知道,
每次到餐厅去,你比我更知道我要吃什么。
我喜欢什么东西,你比其他人更清楚。
有时候,在你身边真的感觉很舒服
我伤心的时候,你的电话或是MSN都24小时等着。
还记得,和前男友分手的时候,
你也没有像其他人一样问我什么东西。
因为你知道,当我要说的时候自然会告诉你。
我所写的每一个部落格的第一个读者,
虽然电脑不会显示,
但,我知道那就是你。
画室里的大家一直都起哄着我们的关系。

虽然有时候你言语上比较粗俗。
什么!@#$%&*+ 都说出口,
可是我知道,你并不是那么坏。
在我眼中,你一直是个好人(除了嘴巴有点衰)

我们的关系现在是非常要好的好朋友。
但是未来的发展我预测不到,所以为什么我告诉你顺其自然。
因为我需要休息。。。

上一段的感情伤仍然还在滴着血,还未完全痊愈。
前几天你所看到笑盈盈的我只是伪装。
我习惯伪装,伪装自己有多么孤单和伤心。。。
好让周围的人对我放心。

我也不想让你自己认为我把你当成他的代替品还是救生圈。
因为你就是你,不是任何人的影子。
我担心未来的日子会很忙碌,所以我选择我们的关系慢慢地滋长。
我并不想伤害到你。
请你给我时间,让我好好调整自己的心情。
我希望以一个全新的自己来面对你。
因为现在的我,累了。

让我们一起期待未来吧!
如果你给我一块巧克力,我会接受。
但不是现在。
现在的我还不能完全接受。。。
虽然我知道你给我的巧克力是温暖的。
你能体谅吗?

Monday, October 13, 2008

~+coming up next+~

~+coming up next+~
下个星期杏奈会UPLOAD去面试时的造型和杏奈被培训的地方。
还有战战兢兢的第一天上课的情形

面试成功了~!

今天紧张的时刻到了~!
因为今天就是杏奈要到CENTURIA面试空姐
今早7点就起床梳洗了,
化妆、选衣服、洗澡、和弄头等等的~
弄了两个小时那样。。。(好像要去什么大场合)
原本和MAYBEL约了11点的,
可是因为妈妈走错路,所以耽误了10分钟~

到了办公室过后,才发现自己并没有那么紧张啦~!
而且因为MAYBEL要的是有自信的女生。
最开心的是,
她说杏奈很有潜质而且她表示对我很有信心。
所以她会把杏奈的培训从3个月缩短成1个月半。。。
因为她希望杏奈能很快就飞,
知道吗?杏奈自己本身都没有想过会那么顺利呢~!
杏奈被安排于AIR ASIAMALAYSIA AIRLINR之下
杏奈才18岁(11月才满),所以目前为止SINGAPORE AIRLINE和全球最好的航空公司EMIRATES是21岁以上才能当空姐的。
只怪杏奈太年轻(笑)

因为杏奈的CLASS是比较紧促的,所以下个星期日就开始了。
而且上课竟然还要穿到很FORMAL,衬衫和到膝黑裙,和黑色的高跟鞋。
还有需要化妆,(这个倒还好)
想象一下,穿那样去搭火车上课~
唉~会很热且很像OL吧?

原本还以为会很靠近SUNWAY的,就可以和政方(杏奈的超好友)一起上课。
有个男生一起,感觉比较安全。
再加上政方这个人虽然有时候嘴巴比较爱开玩笑,
但是人对女生是很细心的~
在这里谁要跟他相亲的请联络杏奈哦~!
哈哈。。。(开玩笑,方哥)
哪里知道他竟然还说幸好没有靠近SUNWAY哦~
因为他说不想看到杏奈。
你X的~!@$%︿&*
最后一次的脏话了。
以后就要注意形象的了~(泣)

因为空姐是一项要顾仪表的服务性质的工作,
所以杏奈必须要一直维持现在的身材和好润的肤质。
杏奈妈比杏奈还要紧张,
她开始禁止杏奈吃快餐和汽水。。。
就连杏奈爱喝的DIET COKE都被禁止了~
还有一切的零食和冰淇淋~
小老板的紫菜、
BASKIN Robin的冰淇淋、
Lays的粟片
CAlbury、
snikers,*kit kat
MCD~!

再见了。。。杏奈的最爱们~
Goodbye my loVEs...(泣)


在这里要谢谢各位朋友在杏奈FrENSTEr上的加油留言。
名单有的是:
西游记之悟空媚
Vicky
★ZEXUAN★
Cathy
VySS_ (AIVY)
忆雪
黑黑白白神或魔
bLack APple
n3w- (彦)


当然还有就是为我加油的朋友们

德贤
伟杰
国泰
ANICE



总之就是感谢所有支持杏奈的人,
无论你们是在心里默默为我加油或是给我祝福的都要谢,
要不是你们~
杏奈应该会被刷掉的吧~
谢谢哦~!

从今天起,杏奈就是空姐了!(在培训中的……)



* Kit Kat也是最近杏奈才爱上的巧克力,浓浓的牛奶味~
不知道为什么就是突然发现它的好吃~
\(-n-)?
方,我可以参加你的KIt KAt Forever了~
哈哈。。。

Sunday, October 5, 2008

疯狂的日子~

最近杏奈已经回复了以往的笑容了~
在这里要好好谢谢关心杏奈的朋友~!
谢谢你们~!

马来人开斋节让杏奈难得有1个星期的假期,
超级开心~
(虽然原本打算和以前的他一起度过的)
不过没有关系咯...
一个人也可以过得很好的!

本来杏奈的计划是把时间都给了杏奈的老婆们的....
  • 要和薛明和可莹她们去SUNWAY的.
  • 和三八俱乐部去云顶的.
  • 和画室朋友去看电影的.
  • 和老姐妹来聚会的.

结果呢~
  • 可莹因交通和父母的问题,被逼取消约会.
  • 三八俱乐部因交通问题去不到云顶,
  • 近日的电影并不怎么吸引画室朋友去看,
  • 老姐妹的聚会被延迟到下星期.

杏奈就在家里当了9天的夜猫子,和下午的干物女.
可怜~

由于杏奈是爱收集帽子的达人,
最近日本时尚杂志上很流行的绅士帽被杏奈买下来了.
结果才发现到其实好像没有场合可以戴.(晕~)
这就是杏奈的疯狂购物症(笑)

RADIOACTIVE rm29.90

因为真的没有事情可以做~
所以在家看了这部<命中注定我爱你>
由阮经天和陈乔恩主演
不错,不错~


最爱的是~
戏中的纪宝贝~!
MIU MIU主演~

呃...对,你没看错,我也没有UPLOAD错照片.
它确实是一只狗
哈哈~它可是被称为最会抢戏份的演员哦~!
大家都说它是吃这行饭的狗狗呢~!
不相信我?
看这个吧~!