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Thursday, April 30, 2009

答应我,别再说我不爱你

All this time,
U jz care abt ur feeling.
Ur words hurt me.

"你对我不像以前那样好了,好像没有女朋友一样."
在电话里,你很失望地说出这句话.


你说,
我每天都只会工作,工作,工作...
感觉上工作永远比你来得重要.
在工作跟同事在一起时候的我比较快乐.
也常忽略了你的感受.


我说,工作是我应该做的事情.
这是我在自己事业上的责任.
就好像我对你一样也有着一定的责任存在.
对,我承认自己常会因为工作而冷落了你.
但是你却永远不知道,
是你让我不想再飞,而乖乖地待在你身边.


每一天,你都会问我同一个问题.
我永远都回答着一样的答案.
我表情和语气仍然一样.
只不过,听的人对我的信任越来越少.
越来越怀疑我对你的爱是否还存在.


被怀疑的感觉真的很辛苦.
好像被绑着一样,
永远都说不到自己的真心话.


我是个不常把爱挂在嘴边的人.
因为我觉得爱是用心去感受的,
而不是每天说"我爱你,你爱我吗?"这样就足够.
我只会用行动来证明我的心动.
这样,我们才会走到每一个明天.



当我很努力地慢慢经营着我们的感情的时候,
身旁的你却开始埋怨我建下的基础不够深.
想不透...
在你心中,我是值得多少分?
到底....
我还需要多少努力才能达到你心里的合格分数?


在你不断地说出那些话的时候...
我的脸上是笑着,
但是你看不到我的心在流着眼泪.

我们的距离并没有很远,
请你退后一步看看,我就在你旁边.











对不起,
这是我最后一次说了.
亲爱的,
我爱你
我只爱你.




请相信,
我一直都在很努力.
只因为我喜欢看你幸福快乐的样子.

5 comments:

raymond said...

妹子,加油呀!


小彭

Square...Or Square said...

Mayb sometimes you being too over towards yourself...
What i was trying to tell is...
Mayb what u split out will not be able to complete...but what you think is complete must be made out by action...
Tell you a story...
Long time ago in China, human are bare foot, they din wear any shoe...add on the road are rocky and full with rock and things that hurts your feet...
so one day...The King order the people to cover up the road with skin, animal skin....so that no one else wil ever step on something and hurts their feet...
But when they start their job by killing animal and covering up the road...they realize its such a waste on the killing animal, and such a waste by using a large amount of human energy to do so...
And one of the peoples said: Why don't we take the skin and cover our feets than cover up the road, its more effective...
So...mayb by changing yourself is better than changing the world...
Sometimes when people are desperated to...a small change will change you for a bigger rewards...try to have a small change other than following the living concept...
Remember it my fren...

BeAtRiC3 said...

爱情的世界里,
两个人是存在的~

两个人在一起,
最重要是相处的模式~

爱,
不一定要表现出来;
但,
也不能忽略~

只要彼此的信任足够,
简单的举动或语言,
就可以表达心里的一切了~

耐心,
是需要的哦~^^

北西八地 said...

有时候在一开始就付出很多爱
热恋期过了后。。。
付出的就会相对的减少
这是一定的定律。。。。


要让他习惯吧。。
加油

stiva said...

我只觉得...爱一个怀疑自己的人好累.
我不想做这么痛苦的苦差.